Friday, June 09, 2006


April 30th, 2006
Sunday, 11:39 p.m.

I had my first kiss, in over 16 years, today. From Joe leaving the pod, to my first kiss in ages...I live with extreme ups and downs. My friend being executed and the beginning of a new relationship. When I taste life it's in huge mouthfuls! But, even in these circumstances, life still has magic in is a wonderous thing.

I've had my feelings hurt recently, by two very close friends, and my promise to write (in/for) my blog was broken because I didn't want to complain about life. At least I'll be here to just seems petty in comparsion. And, now, I just want to move on without the drama of confrontation.

As for "HER", she is exploring reconcillation with her youngest child's father, and I wish her well...especially for the child's sake. That little girl loves her father, and needs him in her life. I'd rather see the child happy. But, all in all, I'm just glad time passes and the hurt goes away. I have someone new who seems to understand my circumstances, and still wants to walk along side with me. That's all I EVER wanted, someone to accept me as I am, to belong to someone's heart. I think I've sound what I've been looking for. In any case, I've found a place to begin anew.

A toast;

"To huge mouthfuls!"



Post a Comment

<< Home